I'm really sorry I haven't been very active on my DA for a long time.

Mostly, to summarise, I've been having an intensely hard time of it since restarting college this time last year.

In that time, my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome has got worse, and forced me off the course again, I had an unsympathetic art course leader who asked me if I wanted to take the art exam, upon answering "Yes please, even if I don't get the best grade" she turned around the next day and said she had decided not to enter me.

That happened around April. In this time, my CFS has worsened, my Anxiety attacks are frequent and often over mild things like going out by myself, and I am regularly ill.

I also have a tablet that is busted and broken, and therefore haven't been doing digital art and anything small enough to scan in. I have been working on a piece for my parents anniversary which I will take a picture of when it is complete to show everyone I haven't fallen out of touch with art.

Also, I have been disappointed (as per normal) with many of my friends who said they would stick by me and haven't What a big bloody surprise.

I have lost a stone, dyed my hair and have an amazing best friend called Justin. I have spoken to new friends, seen new things and had some nice times. I have lost friends I thought cared about me, and dropped out of contact with others. Most of all this year I have cried *emo* but next year the sun will shine and things might look a bit better.

Thanks, if you still watch me.

I will try and be a little more active in future.


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Chezuu